[The message isn't easy to read, and that's not just because it's so chopped up. Reading it--try to read it--is one of the first things that Sirius does, after he gets his things from his locker. He starts out standing, but after the first few lines, sinks down onto the bench just behind him. And he reads, and he listens, and--
The first time through leaves him with a heavy feeling in his chest. He listens to the song again, before anything else--and then he reads it all over again, trying to parse it out. Trying to make sense of the heavy sick feeling.
It only takes two reads. He doesn't even finish the whole thing that second time through; he shoves his device in his pocket and shoves off, to look, that heavy sick feeling all the way through him now, leaving him cold.]
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message received 5/7; post jump
Please forgive---vrything I did---
Please don't be---
Please remember I --ve you---and I love you st---
Please hold me to your heart---
Please if you ever see---Grigori, tell hi-
Tell him that I never stopped missing him.
Please love me.
I don't want to die without anyone loving me.
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The first time through leaves him with a heavy feeling in his chest. He listens to the song again, before anything else--and then he reads it all over again, trying to parse it out. Trying to make sense of the heavy sick feeling.
It only takes two reads. He doesn't even finish the whole thing that second time through; he shoves his device in his pocket and shoves off, to look, that heavy sick feeling all the way through him now, leaving him cold.]